Bad Like the Food I Eat

"Doing something definitive today, even if it's not the perfect course of action, is better than doing nothing at all."

haha that was my horoscope for today or well part of it. I decided to go watch the last football game. Kinda weird of me. supposedly I have school spirit again, but I think I left that pride and spirit when I was in Leyva haha. I don't know. Haha. I feel like if my school isn't spirited why should I be? At games there's only a few group of people that are spirited and it's retarded. I feel like everyone should be out of their seats! But it doesn't happen. Since when was I too cool to cheer? I don't even know. In fact I feel like I am the loudest person in the crowd if I tried. I just don't try at all. It's weird! Not that I feel better than people, but I feel like I'd just be annoying if I put pride in a losing team. Haha. And when did I become popular? I had this talk last weekend with some of my church friends and like they put themselfs in catagories. Like Outcasted group, Gangsters haha, Jocks, and Popular. Each was one and then I asked them what do you think I am? because I get a long with anyone! Like I can be cool with the gangsters but play ball with the jocks and as in jocks at my school it's like Jp because haha they are sport related, and as for outcasts what are they? Haha at my school there are different people. I say an outcasted group would be like the breakers or the tree kids as people call them, but I talk to all of them. I mean, I don't think I'm higher ranked than them or anything. Haha. I feel like popular people at our school are just the chill people haha. and then there's the hyphy mexicans who i can get along with too LOL. I DON'T know just because I get along with people makes me popular. It's weird. Guess I'm Widely liked or appreciated. But sometimes I don't feel like that. Mostly around the upperclassmen that think they are liked and appreciated. When in reality they are some of the most hated people just because they look down on people. I just don't feel like looking down to someone is cool. not at all. maybe that's why I get along with people. It's because I get along with sooo many people. And you know what? I guess being "popular" is just a lame word with a great meaning haha. I don't know but just don't look down at people and think you are better because you aren't. You'll just be hated at the end and be on the top alone =). Goodnight.






p.s. funny video and he actually sings alright haha.